Exploring the Melody of Solitude: How I Sing When Alone
As an emotional person, I often find solace in the songs I listen to, particularly those that resonate with my feelings. However, it doesn't just end there—sometimes, I find myself singing when I feel lonely or in need of cheering myself up through my favorite tunes.
My Healing Tapes
There are certain songs and albums that hold a special place in my heart and are often referred to as my 'healing tapes' or 'motivational tapes.' These collections of music from artists like Supertramp, John Mellencamp, Def Leppard, Tim McGraw, Mike and the Mechanics, The Police, and various country artists can lift my spirits and help me connect with myself on a deeper level. The choice depends on my current mood and what I need to reflect on.
The Song That Won't Go Away
Recently, a particular song has been stuck in my head—“Im Not Broken” by McKenna Hixson. This song has a powerful message that keeps replaying in my mind, providing a sense of comfort and strength. Sometimes, a song can become a part of you, and this is one of those instances.
Original Songs and Creative Expression
I also have several original songs that I have written but never officially released. Some of these include “Terminal Station,” “Stars Burn Bright,” “Terry’s Song I’m Gonna Tie My Troubles to a Rock and Let Them Drown,” “Maybe That’s Just the Attitude These Days,” and “The Man in 3A.” They are special because they are born from my soul and emotions, and I enjoy revisiting them, even though they don’t have a wider audience. Another one I indulge in is the musical number “Snoopy vs the Red Barron,” which I love.
Singing in Solitude
One of the greatest benefits of singing alone is the lack of fear of judgment and embarrassment. When no one is around, or when people around are those who don’t mind hearing me, I can be as loud as I want. Singing becomes a way to express myself and to build my confidence. I often try to sing every day, whether it be belting out my favorite song in the shower or quietly singing along while fast walking to build up lung capacity. And of course, I love singing musicals.
Selecting the Right Songs
Some of my favorite songs that fit my voice and are very beautiful include “Somewhere Only We Know” by Keane, “Stop and Stare” by OneRepublic, “The Only Exception” by Paramore (I prefer the Glee version as it’s in a more comfortable key), and “A Thousand Years” by Christina Perri. These songs resonate with me on a deep, emotional level. Other favorites include songs from the Dear Evan Hansen soundtrack, such as “For Forever,” “Words Fail,” “Waving Through a Window,” “If I Could Tell Her,” “Requiem,” and “Anybody Have a Map.” I even enjoy playing a game with myself to remember each song in order, and I have most of them memorized, except for “Only Us” and “To Break in a Glove.”
Classic Disney Soundtracks
Beyond these, I also enjoy classic Disney numbers like “Reflection” and “I’ll Make a Man Out of You” from Mulan, “I Won’t Say I’m in Love” and “I Can Go the Distance” from Hercules, and “One Jump Ahead” from Aladdin. These soundtracks not only bring joy but also help me connect with the music on a nostalgic level.
In conclusion, singing alone is a form of therapy that helps me through the quiet moments of solitude. Whether it's through my healing tapes, my original songs, or my favorite musical numbers, singing brings me comfort and a sense of self-expression. It's a personal journey that doesn't require an audience, and that’s what makes it so special.